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  • (From) the aspiration of the Prophet who dwells in light there came into his mind that which had been lost;
  • Through the window which is between heart and heart flashed the light that separates truth and falsehood.
  • He said, “Look now, I have remembered, O Prophet, the prayer which I, impertinent fool, spoke.
  • When I was being caught in (the toils of) sin, and drowning (therein) was clutching at straws––
  • (Whilst) there was coming from thee to sinners a threat and menace of punishment exceedingly severe–– 2465
  • (And) I was becoming agitated, and there was no help (for me), (since) there were chains made fast and a lock not (to be) opened:
  • Neither room for patience nor means of flight, neither hope of repenting nor opportunity for rebelling
  • I, like Hárút and Márút was crying in sorrow, ‘Alas!’ and saying, ‘O my Creator!’”
  • Because of the dangers (of the Last Judgement) Hárút and Márút openly chose the pit of Babylon,
  • So that they might suffer here (in this world) the punishment of the world to come; and they are cunning and intelligent and magician-like. 2470
  • They acted well, and ‘twas fitly done: the pain of smoke is lighter than (that of) fire.
  • The pain of that (future) world is beyond description; light is the pain of this world beside it.
  • Oh, happy he that wages a holy war (of self-mortification), and puts a restraint upon the body and deals justice (against it),
  • And, in order that he may be delivered from the pain of that world, lays upon himself this pain of serving God.
  • “I was saying, ‘O Lord, quickly inflict on me in this world that punishment, 2475
  • So that I may have exemption (from it) in yonder world.’ About such-like a request was I knocking at the door .
  • (Thereupon) such a (painful) sickness as this appeared in me: through pain my soul was deprived of rest.
  • I have been left without power to perform my dhikr (commemoration of God) and litanies: I have become unconscious of myself and of (all) good and ill.
  • If I had not now beheld thy face, O thou whose scent is fortunate and blessed,
  • I should have passed altogether from the bondage (of this life). Thou in kingly fashion hast bestowed on me this sympathy.” 2480
  • Said the Prophet, “Hey! do not offer this prayer again: do not dig yourself up from root and base.
  • What strength have you, O wretched ant, to endure that He should lay on you such a lofty mountain?”
  • He answered, “O Sultan, I repent (and vow) that in no wise will I (henceforth) brag recklessly.
  • This world is the Desert (of the Israelites), and thou art Moses, and we because of (our) sin remain in the Desert in tribulation.
  • We are wayfaring for years, and at the end we are still held captive in the first stage (of the journey). 2485
  • If the heart of Moses were pleased with us, there would be shown (to us) the way through the Desert and the (farthest) border (thereof);
  • And if he were wholly disgusted with us, how by any means would trays of food come to us from heaven?
  • How would springs gush from a rock, (and how) would there be security for our lives in the desert?
  • Nay, truly, fire would come instead of trays: flames would beat upon us in this abode.
  • Forasmuch as Moses has become of two minds concerning us, he is sometimes our enemy and sometimes our friend. 2490
  • His anger sets fire to our goods; his clemency averts the arrow of affliction.
  • When (how) may it be that anger shall again become clemency? This is not extraordinary (as proceeding) from thy grace, O venerable one.
  • To praise any one present is (a cause of) embarrassment; on this account I am purposely using the name of Moses, like this.
  • Otherwise, how should Moses deem it right that I make mention of anybody before thee?
  • Our covenant hath been broken hundreds and thousands of times; Thy covenant, like a mountain, stands firm and stable. 2495
  • Our covenant is straw and subject to every wind (of passion); Thy covenant is a mountain, and even more than a hundred mountains.
  • By the truth of that power (which is Thine), have some mercy upon our mutability, O Ruler of (all) mutations!
  • We have seen ourselves (as we really are) and our shame. Put us not to further trial, O King,
  • So that (by sparing us) Thou wilt have concealed other disgraces, O Bounteous One whose help we implore!
  • Thou art infinite in beauty and perfection; we are infinite in wrongness and error. 2500
  • Direct Thy infinity, O Bounteous One, upon the infinite wrongness of a handful of vile wretches (such as we are).
  • Oh, come, for of our cloth-piece (only) a single thread remains we were a city, and (only) a single wall remains.
  • (Save) the remnant, (save) the remnant, O Sovereign, that the soul of the Devil may not rejoice entirely––
  • Not for our sakes, (but) for the sake of the primal grace through which Thou didst seek out them that had lost the way.
  • As Thou hast shown Thy power, (so now) show Thy mercy, O Thou who hast implanted feelings of mercy in flesh and fat. 2505
  • If this prayer increase Thy wrath, do Thou teach (us) to pray, O Lord,
  • Even as, (when) Adam fell from Paradise, Thou gavest him (leave) to turn (in penitence) toward Thee, so that he escaped from the ugly Devil.”
  • Who is the Devil that he should surpass Adam and win the game from him on such a board?
  • In truth, it all turned out to Adam’s advantage: that guile became a curse to the envious one.
  • He (the Devil) saw one game, (but) he did not see two hundred games (which he should lose): therefore he cut down the supports of his own house. 2510